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| Well me and David have been together for 1years and 20days.   I very surprised that we've lasted this long. Awhile back like a couple weeks ago I was going to break up with him. But thankfully my brother talked me out of it. There's nothing that I could do to thank him enough for talkin me out of it. Today's my boyfriend's sister birthday. So yesterday they went out to Jesse Black Saloon. First she asked me if I was comin up there to join them then she changes her mind and asked David to tell me that "in my best interest its a good idea that I don't go because of the strobe lights because they set off my seizures and he doesn't want to leave his sister because of me." I said that," I can just go to the outside area and hang out there until you guys are ready to leave." well unfortuanly that didn't work so I had to stay home in vero while him and his family went out to Jesse Black. Trust me I was fuckin PISSED. I told him that it was fine with me but inside I wasn't happy. I wanted to be there with them. I also didn't kno if he would cheat on me or not. So I told him not to do anything that he's going to regret and he said like what and I said like cheat on me. So I guess he didn't cheat on me hopefully cuz it doesn't sound like it from what he said they did last night. But knowing him and knowing guys they have wondering eyes. I almost went up there but I was also drunk which wouldn't have been a good idea. So I've been puttin David through hell through out our relationship I dunno how long he's gonna put up with me. | | |
| Well David and I have been together for 10months. His sleeping pattern is getting somewhat better. I had another surgery this time for a VNS a vagnas nerve stimulator. Its for controlling my seziures. Its gonna keep my brain waves in sync and they're gonna give me a braclet thing with a magnet on it so if I happen to have a seziure all I have to do is move the magnet over the VNS and it'll stop the seziure. | | |
| Well in three days it'll be mine and david's 8 months anniversery. My longest relationship ever.  I'm very proud of us especially of myself. Even though we have our fights that I usually start but we work out. I'm in love with him and I'm finally starting to trust him. I don't trust people but him I do. God I love david. I can't wait till this weekend to see him. I look forward to every weekend.
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| I said to David like a couple days ago, "I know you love me,but, are you in love with me?" He was like why you ask. I was like just curious. He said yea of course. So now I know I'm not wasting my time with him. I'm in love him I know that. Atleast I think I am. yea I'm in love with him cause I care for him and I think about him like 24/7. lol I can't wait to move to STC. | | |
| UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AGH!!!!!!!!!!!!DFHJADFHUGADSJVN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm pissy. I dunno. I LOVE DAVID!!!!!!!!!!!! I asked david today what the future held and if the future held me. He answered umm idk. If you're asking me if I see us married in the future I don't not yet.....but I do hope I see you in the future. I'm like shiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttt!!!!!!!!!!! I say to him oh ok.....that's cool I understand. He's like I'm not afraid of commitment its just that I want to make sure I got enough money to settle down with and make sure that you're the one for me. I'm like riiiiggggghhhhhtttt. A little dissappointed oh yea you could say I was dissappointed. But I convinced him that I wasn't. Making me think if this relationship is even worth my time and hard work mentally and emotially. He says he loves me....but....all guys says they love their girlfriends..........just to get in their pants that is. So I need some trust, motive, and support if I want this relationship to work. I definitly need comfort at the end of the day with a foot massage...lol. That would be wonderful. Well I guess its time to go. I'll be back of course.  | | |
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